Thoughts 16

 I don't enjoy video games very much anymore. The last time I felt truly excited was playing Shovel knight and that was over a year ago. It's strange, how something that was once so alluring and entertaining has simply become another mundane point in the timeline of my life.

I like the mundane when I can control it. I wear the same clothes each day (I buy multiple versions of the same clothes and wear those, I'm not that unhygienic), and if I could, I would eat the same meals everyday. However, right now, out of my control, everything feels as if it is in slow motion.

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